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i love everyone so much it hurts

by warm rain

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1.
lover does not translate to; partner translates not either sunrise does not equate to; sunset a sore reminder sleeping cannot sustain you; waking the pain burns brighter fucktoy cannot castrate you; lovedoll the sole survivor deep breaths, good luck, surrender; no air for breathing in our midst romance a smothered ember; love songs for the apocalypse such weight to perforate truth; why would we even bother what need to separate two; tinder and kindling respire combust; addfuel -- & this is how we start a fire take two sticks, rub em together flint, steel, golden wool we gathered hidden in my mouth to shield from the weather why do we tan our hide to leather lay our limbs out limp to be severed flustered blindly we endeavored devoured and left a cloud of feathers this is how we start a fire & this is how we stamp it out cackle, shrapnel, wilting wires here's what friction's all about this is how we start a fire & this is how we start a fire & this is how we start a fire go home and lay in bed with liars ... take it back now, turn around, give it away dont look back now, never gonna come around Summer sundown, sentiment slithered away Are those stormclouds here to stay, anyway? And if god provided everything we needed would we still be fighting over it? Done harming one another, now ready to recover; these flames will not be smothered again.
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i once was a prophet, i am now a dreamer hot on the pursuit of a shallow redeemer The Man always warned me against booze & reefer but times such as these, no they ain't fit for neither our primary concern lies with fountains of ether stepped down from the pulpit, im taking a breather & letting it out, to fill the whole room ensnaring our souls in an untimely doom mystics have confirmed, it's toxic behavior a suitcase of curses for our lord & savior abandon the histories instead just to savor the fruits of empires built on backs & hard labor & you can get lost in your own head for ages every new day's a new stack of blank pages you can write it all out, make all sorts of changes but you'll never feel ready when life rearranges so i slipped on my shoes and just started walking it's better than sitting all by yourself talking to no one at all, staring at walls waiting for sunrise when wanderlust calls & if i were so lucky to encounter a stranger with circumspect eyes and a penchant for danger how wrong would it feel, take off toward the horizon i'd rather be nowhere than know where I'm going, tonight yeah, i know your type, what you seek is splendor but can you find peace all alone on a bender? no god up above gives a fuck for your gender & heaven's not for you, you're such a big spender if you wanna be saved, you've got to remember you're never alone of the only offender; so, you can continue to ache & descend, or say a short prayer, take a knee, & surrender so i stripped to the nude & entered the garden beseeching the masters of fate not to harden their hearts but instead, to grant me a pardon ... so here I remain, all salvation pending my self-absorbed actions just ain't worth defending the story we pen here shall be never-ending but all of these bridges could sure use some mending, tonight
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joykill 04:21
Flowers in a meadow, horses in a prairie, mermaids in the surf; Forests full of faeries nursing tenderly just where it hurts. Take a look inside, you'll find the light that you were sure had died. Now open up your eyes. We're right here by your side. ... Hide my face & my name, keep me from all of the fame; No, I don't want that shit either. Tell me not to have shame, tell me I should have self-love; How'd you know I'm a survivor? & if love is a gimmick, how can anyone give it Without being a liar? Solution's never specific, you don't learn it you live it; Just keep on starting fires. Oh, well are you smug in disappointment? Oh, can't help but notice you're avoidant. Well unless you'd really rather die alone , I'd suggest you give your feelings a new home. Oh, and nurture them, they are not poison. Passion went to head, it left & filled me with dread; I'm coming down with a fever! Fury deep in the furnace, warm enough it might burn us, Heaven knows I might leave her. Just forget what I said, there's always room in my bed, But who's the heavier sleeper? Replace the ashes to urns, c'mon we all get a turn-- Our old friend Death is a keeper. Oh, yeah there are ghosts in the vicinity. Oh, may we find comfort in obscenity. If you can make peace with your mortality, Honor your body as a vessel for divinity. Oh, our imprint lives on in infinity. Nobody knows the way time flows when they aren't looking; Want leaves a hollow place to fill. Reconcile your separate selves and spend the night scrapbooking. The ego is a joy to kill. Oh, speak up, it's time to raise your voices! Oh, tonight we speak in violent noises! If you really think silence is a better way, Watch your autonomy get steadily stripped away. Oh, it's time to make some better choices. ... Flowers in a meadow, horses in a prairie, mermaids in the surf; Forests full of faeries nursing tenderly just where it hurts. Take a look inside, you'll find the light that you could never hide. Now open up your eyes. We're right here by your side.
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gem glow 04:24
[Verse 1]: I'd like to tell ya 'bout a girl I know She's got stars in her eyes & an irregular glow She's privy to secrets no one ever should know Her worries keep her up at night as the grow! She puts on a smile just to hide them away But they find her again still, day after day She wishes she could just cry all her problems away But she opens her mouth to sing-- _____________________________________ [Chorus*]: We are the Crystal Gems! We'll always save the day And if you think we can't We'll always find a way That's why the people of this world Believe in Garnet, Amethyst, and Pearl, and Steven! _____________________________________ [Verse 2]: She's born of fire, that igneous rock The burning in her belly roaring all 'round the clock She's startin' to fear her head's on the chopping block She got so nervous she forgot how to talk! But the passion inside helps keep the pain away Gives her the courage to carry on for another day Her heart of gold is hardly cold & she stands here today Says, "I refuse to give up! I will not be afraid!" _____________________________________ [Chorus*]: We are the Crystal Gems! We'll always save the day And if you think we can't We'll always find a way That's why the people of this world Believe in Garnet, Amethyst, and Pearl, and Steven! *Lyrics listed under "[Chorus]" written by Rebecca Sugar. All other lyrics (listed under [Verses]) written by me.
5.
I know that it is freezing but I think we have to walk I keep waving at the taxis; they keep turning their lights off But Julie knows a party at some actor's west side loft Supplies are endless in the evening; by the morning they'll be gone. When everything is lonely I can be my own best friend I get a coffee and the paper; have my own conversations With the sidewalk and the pigeons and my window reflection The mask I polish in the evening, by the morning looks like shit. And I know you have a heavy heart; I can feel it when we kiss So many men stronger than me have thrown their backs out trying to lift it But me I'm not a gamble you can count on me to split The love I sell you in the evening, by the morning won't exist. You're looking skinny like a model with your eyes all painted black You just keep going to the bathroom always say you'll be right back Well it takes one to know one, kid, I think you've got it bad But what's so easy in the evening, by the morning is such a drag. I've got a flask inside my pocket we can share it on the train If you promise to stay conscious I will try and do the same We might die from medication, but we sure killed all the pain But what was normal in the evening, by the morning seems insane. And I'm not sure what the trouble was that started all of this The reasons all have run away but the feeling never did It's not something I would recommend, but it is one way to live Cause what is simple in the moonlight, by the morning never is It was so simple in the moonlight, now it's so complicated It was so simple in the moonlight, so simple in the moonlight So simple in the moonlight All lyrics written by Conor Oberst / Bright Eyes.

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a small collection of bright folk-y campfire songs. I recorded these on my phone in my old apartment with no editing software. I originally released this in June in celebration of Pride Month. I dedicate this EP to my friends, family, and loved ones. I love you all & I'm learning to love me too.

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released June 25, 2017

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